I censored myself tonight. First

March 07, 2002

I censored myself tonight. First time. I hope I'm not letting anyone down. I wrote something about illegal street racers that might have been insensitive in the light of innocent people being killed. On reflection I deleted it. It went down the comedy tunnel and lost track of context. I think that is my specialty...losing track of context. As I said before, "sooner of later I'm going to hurt someone". This was close. I'd outline the basic premise of the posting but that would spoil all the work and internal conflict I weathered to censor myself. If I'm going to play God & government then I better wield the gavel with authority. No siree Bob! You guys are cut off! Wait a minute...I better rebel against myself and write something utterly edgy tomorrow. I can't tonight because I'm looking over my shoulder and intimidating me. I've blown the moment.